It is Sunday and I just am not feeling well. Friday afternoon, I ate lunch and within an hour wished I could go barf the lunch up but couldn't. It was a very good sandwich too - from a reliable place. Not sure what that was about but maybe just timing as I still am not feeling well and it is two days later.
Can not tell if may be hormones - not enough or too much, something in the sandwich, but that seems it would be over by now if was food related. Waking with headaches again and today it has not gone away. Not real bad but just there, all the time. All I want to do is lie in bed and read or keep eyes closed. Have managed to do a load of laundry and clean the bathroom so am not devastated. Yet just have no enthusiasm for anything. Lovely day and one would think would want to go outside and take pictures or walk or go to Lilac Festival. No, not interested. Here wanted spring to come so badly and now I stay inside when it is here! Hey, at least I can open the windows.
Part of me worries it is not the hormones needing regulation but it is the cancer. Maybe it is all through my body now and that is what is making me feel bad so much of the time. I did think, after taking the thyroid out I would then feel better - well, not yet. Been four weeks, seems like should be getting better. However, Dr. finally just drew blood to check hormones and calcium so... go figure. Hope that is it and he tells me I just need to adjust something.
All this makes me not want to do next knee surgery. Did I already tell you that here? I am not sure. I am pretending that is not in my head! I have to do it. I need to do it as the one already done is so good and yet getting not as good because of the drag of the other one.
I suppose I should go and look in my Thyroid book and see if the headaches and this feeling might just be normal. That is what Dr. acted like. He did not want to address anything until he sees the blood labs. Hopefully early this week.
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