Am very self conscious about suddenly writing here again... not necessarily doing any art other than having gone back to my commercial job again. that takes all the energy right out of me even though not too busy when I got there. just being there seeing half a floor dark due to layoffs and no one working those cubes...
mostly, been thinking about the stuff they do not tell you about when you agree to do voluntary major surgery. replace the bad old knee with a brand new knee and three months later one cell in the middle of the scar, that has been doing well and quiet suddenly wakes up and for hours I get these sharp, stabbing painful jabs. you jump and start and hen finally massage enough it settles down. what? no one tells you about some things like this with surgery... oh yeah, get rid of the pain, the main pain, no, i am not complaining, I can walk better and it is great, but geez, throbs and these nerves that shoot off at times! so weird....
then there is the new diagnosis... thyroid nodule have had for a few years decides now to take off and in a week will get it taken out. whew, morning pages are not working for me right now, thinking of showing up at this electronic page instead of for awhile. may not be exact talk on art pieces AI am doing but still creating the art of my life...
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